I really want to go home!! I'm in a depressed mood and don't know why... it kind of reminds me of last semester and I don't really want to go through all that again.

Livin' the Dream

So, on the spur of the moment decision, I decided to attend a presentation for the Disney College Program a couple of weeks ago. I have always wanted to work at Disneyworld during college, but since it pushes you back a semester, I just didn't have the time to do that. So, since I'll be graduating and you can still do the program even if you have graduated, I thought that this would be the best time to go. I absolutely loved the presentation and the next day I signed up for an interview. The interview went amazing (if I do say so myself)! It was sooo relaxing and I felt so comfortable talking to the woman who interviewed me. Then, just this past Monday, I decided to check my mailbox, just in case they sent something, and I got my packet saying I was accepted!!!!!! I've been so happy ever since!

I have wanted to do this for so long, and now it's finally come true!!!!

I will be working in the Main Entrance Operations at Disneyworld. I leave May 27, 2009 and will not be back until January 2, 2010. That's a long time, and I'm doing this all by myself, but I'm sooo excited!!! Ahh!!

I just don't know...

I just don't know anymore. I just want to know what's wrong.

I'm not myself anymore and it's starting to scare me.

Things are really beginning to get to me.

I don't know what to do.

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear.  Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?  Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.  Are you not much more valuable than they?  Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

"And why do you worry about clothes?  See how the lilies of the field grow.  They do not labor or spin.  Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.  If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?  So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'  For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.  But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.  Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Matthew 6:25-34

I've decided I'm giving it all to Him because I know he will pull me through this.